nightmare

Not that I stopped ranting, just that sometimes some things are meant to be kept in my heart (:

Just like how important he is still in my heart, no one understands only myself does...

Today, is celebrate grandpa birthday.

Last year, he's there together.

This year everything changes, back to single me.

Probably it's meant to be, who cares? No one.

Only myself, hanging on so much still...

Hope, however i know it kills totally (:

I prays only for you, cause you are the only reason for my smile and happiness

17102009 (:

ink on skin hurts

It's the 99th days that you chose to live your life without me.

Are you a little happier? I don't mind doing anything to see you being happier...

Tomorrow starting work already however I do not know why I feel rather upset today.

Missing you becomes like a daily routine...

If I ever sees you again, I'll make sure that I'm calm enough and give you the smile you used to see... In order to let you see that actually I'd moved on, though I haven't

Meeting Xp and Belle love up for Insidious movie! :D

marked

I thought drinking my sorrows away it might helps.

I'm wrong, it's only making things worst.

Keep trying stilll

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new ink on wrist (:

Moving

Changing of URL link

I'll make it privatize blog from now for this blog...

To ensure that the one that I would leave the world of, will never get confuse and hear from me (:

With so much love

Comfort

Thanks love...

I am sorry

I know you are in agony too.

Probably I should just leave your world completely so you wouldn't be so confused...

One is someone so important to you, someone that actually you wanna spend your life with.

The other one is someone that will be there for you no matter what, me.

You'd made up your mind, I'll try to leave your life completely that you wouldn't be so confuse.

I'm sorry, I will keep trying I promised...

17th Oct 2009

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20th Feb 2011

it's the most perfect memories you left for me.

I'll leave, so you wouldn't be living in agony.

With so much of loves...

20th May 2011

I didn't cry today.

Not today, staying strong putting up a strong front.

Yes, I made it...

I'm pondering, for the real reason of leaving...

I didn't want to guess, I'm afraid of guessing and got the truth in a way that I couldn't accept