Days without you kills

65th days without you,
trying so hard to adapt to life without you.

Back to square one when I talks to have heart to heart talks with people.
My mask torn off and missing you becomes stronger than before, as much as I would want to let go. I realized I couldn't cause you are way too important.
On Saturday was really glad that we actually talked normally, I'm trying cause you wants me to.
I'll be happy because you will wants to see me to be happy.
I'll be smiling because I once have you by my side.
Trying so hard to live without you, never thought that I'll be so persistent about you.
I miss you still...

Loves